I didn't weigh myself for 1 week. Last weekend I binged extremely. I ate 1500-2000 cal on saturday and the same shit on sunday! From monday to thursday I ate 200-500 cal everyday. Yesterday I took laxatives.
My weight today:

47kg!

BMI: 16,85

:)

Just another 2kg... Then I will be happy. I will!

PS: I started sports on monday. 30 min jogging slowly everyday. Workout for the muscles every second day. :)

PPS: I'm drowning in my feelings, i'm feeling enchained. i'm feeling lost. starving is child's play. i need someone who wanna HAVE my love... i don't need someone who GIVES me love! i just want to give MINE!