Sunday, January 3, 2010

baby binge

Well, I didn't "played it save"...

I ate another 140 calories. I wrote an email to a good friend of mine and while writing I saw stars for two times. I wrote about my struggling with the eating disorder. About relapsing... After writing I had the need to eat something. So I ate some asparagus and another low fat yogurt.

Now I've had ~500 calories today. That's okay, cuz I just want to lose 6kg until April 1st. My shooting is on wednesday, there's enough time to reach the 52kg for me. It's just another ONE kilo! And 10 years ago I've been a perfect anorexic. I know how to lose weight fast...

Good night, sleep well!

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