Sunday, March 21, 2010

Hey, here I am again.
On monday and tuesday I nearly fasted. That was no good idea cuz after the fasting session came 4 days of binging! :( My laxatives didnt take effect for 3 times until I took 8 pills instead of 2-3... Now I'm back on track since yesterday. So I ate 500 calories yesterday and 250 today.
The last days (of binging) have been very hard so sorry that I didn't write... :( I've been so depressed and was ashamed cuz I'm such a bad ana.

kisses :*

1 comment:

  1. Aww hun even the "best" anorexics have binge days. Sometimes the body just takes over and we really don't have any control over it. Right now I'm in the same situation with laxatives. I took a bunch yesterday, and they only worked a little bit this morning. I need to take more because they didn't work enough, but I have to be at school all day tomorrow so I can't take any until tomorrow night :'(

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